Mar Cheshvan=Me Cheshvan started out with great optimism, time to pursue things put off. But it got hijacked by an email hack with substantial loss and deterioration of my dear Honda. I had been off my SSRI, got mostly impatient, often rather cross, enough to resume medication. My muscles ached. I felt lonely much of the time, often isolated, with a major respite when I got together with an old friend in Annapolis. Car replaced. Computer capacity restored. Can't say I missed synagogue or anything particularly Jewish, OLLI a bit of a disappointment this semester but a new course in the second session begins. Housework and writing that had been my intended focus did not materialize. And I'm struggling with this month's Medscape article.
However, I am starting to feel physically better for sure, emotionally better probably, less beaten down, less despondent, actually more optimistic. The things to do short term seem reasonably well defined: get acclimated to new car, submit Medscape article, treadmill schedule consistency, full contingent of prescribed medicines. At least that much, maybe as much more as I can.
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