Too much. When our Torah reader took ill, I overextended my skill by pitching in. I don't think my skill really expanded from the effort. They needed a ba-al shacharit or a haftarah done on short notice. No problem, though that haftarah had more tongue twisters than I might have expected. Need somebody to give a seminar at AKSE Academy? I'll pitch in. Too much. I'm taking a month off, though not exactly since they got a little desperate for another Torah reading at mid-month. I was not really the last resort but the easiest low-hanging fruit to pluck.
And we have Super Sunday which resurrects some of my worst Jewish experiences. And two guys who I thought I could generated a learned discussion resorted to sloganeering as its surrogate. I need a break. I just lack the patience of a rabbi and any compensation for having that level of patience.
February almost never has five shabbatot but I lucked out this year, probably for the last time in my lifetime. I put myself on the Gabbai's Do Not Call list.
So what might I do with four shabbatot off? Haven't been to Chabad in ages. Usually I worship at Beth Tfiloh one shabbos in February each year. No real interest in driving to a shul I've never been to before, though I have done that in the past. Or I could just say no shul in February, other than what I have already obligated. Depends on whether it is shul that irritates me or my shul that irritates me. Not sure yet.
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