Or perhaps in a snit. Not taken Shammai's advice to greet everyone with a pleasant face this week. Been achy, a little irritable, not quite hostile, and generally feeling imposed upon, though without justification. It's been easy to create a list of what I want to do each day the evening before, not successful at all approaching the big projects. As I read the synagogue offerings for December, I judge myself left out of any input to planning. The decoration of a storefront by the Jewish Historical Society proceeded without me. I've neglected most of my writing initiatives. Filing papers from the living room remains half done.
My sleep has settled into a new pattern of 4AM awakening without resumption of sleep, leaving me more tired. Exercise gets done as a priority, though the benefit and intensity has plateaued. I can start what I set out to do but not finish. And I've been struggling to avoid responding in kind to those who annoy me.
Probably just need a vacation. As my vacations from work got a little overdue, my disposition would deteriorate as it seems to be doing now. Unfortunately, travel which was planned for next week seemed unwise enough to cancel the trip. I will need to replace that, or maybe just spend next week doing different things from my customary activities.
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