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Friday, October 30, 2026

Did Poorly


Work week nearing its shabbos closure.  Sunday began, as most do, with optimism.  Things on a long list mostly with a purpose.  Some appointments.  OLLI, a lecture with a special guest, the first installment of a weekly class.  If I need to be someplace, I am, unless some valid reason for skipping it arises.  Appointments with myself have a more mixed outcome.  I wrote two responses to things I read.  My stretching exercises, given a designated time with some flexibility, mostly got done.  Every Monday I take some anthropomorphic measurements and record them.  I make a YouTube Video every Monday afternoon.  All done.  

Then I have tasks that do not have an allotted time, but a designated day.  Torah portion reviewed on Thursday, with permission to extend to Friday.  NEJM articles read every Sunday for a life as a doctor perspective, then every Thursday and Friday for clinical articles to challenge my post-retirement knowledge.  I'm reliable.  Every morning and evening I take prescribed medicines.  Nearly fully compliant.  I read an article in The Atlantic and two in The Forward during the early afternoon each weekday.  Rarely omit this.  And I try to comment on one or two a week, either directly to the author if an email is accessible or to The Atlantic's posting site which it provides for each article.

For personal care, I arise at a fixed time, return to bed at a fixed time, lights out at a fixed time unless my wife needs our bedroom lit to read.  Dental care first thing in the morning.  Then I wash dishes while making coffee and retrieve the newspaper.  After supper, I reliably plan the following day and fill out my two ongoing logs: list three accomplishments and list a Daily Annoyance.  Defined activities go to completion.

Those without a clear end point, or at least series of steps, often flounder.  I know I want to engage in expressing myself, usually a blend of paper and keyboard.  I do some, but rarely go smoothly from idea to composition to editing to submission.  The steps are too amorphous as tasks to accomplish in a specified hour.  Home upgrades take a similar path to never quite done.  I know the steps to having a less cluttered room or replacing an appliance.  I could even compose a checklist.  Many depend on other people, from my wife who I try not to disrupt to installers whose estimates and proposals leave me with indecision.  I know I need to do my laundry periodically, as I have been doing this for myself since entering college.  Gather and sort I usually do in advance, but some clothing gets left in various places to retrieve, particularly items washed warm.  I know I should practice my violin each day but don't.  And I'd like to have more guests join me for dinner but make excuses for limiting invitations.  Perhaps I don't define the writing activities or social aspirations as explicitly as I do the more habitual items.  Or perhaps I could do better at linking them to activities that are already time defined, or even habitual.

With two months remaining in my semi-annual projects cycle, it's a mixed report.  Some failures, like my exercise program got curtailed due to an injury beyond my control.  I do not have a good rationalization for performing poorly on some of my home upgrades, consistent advocacy for Israel, or entertaining more.  Nothing beyond remedy.

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